| we're halfway there!!!!!!!
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| its been forever since ive updated this thing. and trust me, when i say, lots has changed. cody joined the united states marine corps. he left for boot camp on february 27th. and i haven't seen him, or talked to him since.. he writes me alot.. atleast, like every other day. and i'll be going to parris island on may 23rd to see him, on family day and graduation... and then i get him back for about 10 days. some more stuff, we got married. atleast whenever he gets based.. i can go with him, instead of waiting back home... so yea.. dont wanna really write anymore, right now.. i'm pretty down. update later, hopefully sooner than last time.
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| Cody was home from college this weekend.. and he left Sunday.. I miss him like CRAZZYYYY!!! But he'll be back in 2 wks.. hopefully, in time for my 21SSTTTTT BDAYYYY!!!!!!
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| I thought for a minute, that maybe, possibly... I'd want my exboyfriend and I, to work things out. We hung out, we went to the movies.. and it was just strange. I was bored and I remember why we never really worked out, in the beginning. We're not for each other. I went back to Cody. I love him. He loves me. He SHOWS me. He sends me things to make me smile. He surprises me. He takes me to parks and lays with me in the grass, on blankets and pillows. He says I'm beautiful and that he's so in love. That's what I wanted. That's what I want. Cody is what I want. Phillip will always hold a beautiful, special place in my heart. But not where it was. Not as my man. We're too different, in too many ways. And my man is amazing. He's what I've always wanted. Hmm...
Now ... it sucks being away from him. But he's in college and I just gotta get used to it. I hope I get to see him this weekend. I haven't seen him in almost 2 wks, and if he doesn't come home this weekend, I won't see him until Oct. 4th!!!!! Atleast he'll be home from my bday on the 5th, either way!! <3333333
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| i have my heart set on getting back with the one person, i truly hurt.
i neva meant to hurt him. he knows that. and those who know who im talking about (which most of you do, if you think about it) know that i didn't wanna hurt him either. but we'll see what happens. he's the only guy who never made me feel like i wasn't wanted. |
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